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| Disclaimer
i update so sporadically, i want you to know what you read may have been a brief 2 hour sort of feeling, or the far more persistent long term cry of my heart... i don't even know which myself, that i believe is why i hate xanga... if I wanted you to take to heart what i said i would say it directly to you in person, one on one. If i type it here... its simply emotion.... thoughts.... things that are best not given their weight in gold... or even manure... that doesn't mean my thoughts don't have value... the new policy i wish to approach this site with is one of excessive emphasis on positive statements and one of very dampened response to anything negative...
I Love Jesus... yay
Im running out of money (no biggy)
I love Heather Yay!!!
I have school tomo.... oh well
Now that you see where this is headed... Im excited for life... are you? |
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| What is more important... how you feel, or what is right? I know the correct answer is "what is right".... but what if there is no "right".... what if you are the first to tread the waters your in? What if the thing that satisfies how u feel slows progress... but u don't care? What if progress and getting past things doesn't matter enough?
Im not so sure i know what right is.... or whether or not i am right... Frankly i dunno if i even care... i know the concept as a whole is right and that handling what u know is right will always be in question... peace comes from not second guessing, whatever that is. Thinking will often lead us nowhere as a result of the contradicting world that we live in... but i suppose thinking leads us to understand why it is important to make a choice and stick with it... yeah.... im pretty sure that is where progress come from... not from doing what is right.... or by doing what satisfies how one feels.... but rather from being content and unwaivering in whatever we choose...
im good... really.
love the max
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| ..ummm suprise... im posting...
talking and saying are very different things.... what are you saying...?
I'm in love folks... and this college adjustment.... very rough...very
love the max |
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